I'm scheduled to start Spravato at the end of this week. I'm almost 65 and I can't believe I can't navigate a successful life without medicine. I was in a really hard marriage for 25 years & that's when I was prescribed Depression & Anxiety Medicines. 40 years later and I am not able to handle my life in the way I need to. Medicines are not helping right now and I've been able to get off some. This is sooo hard. I have so many headaches, insomnia, an autoimmune deficiency and worst of all, I'm so emotional and organizationally challenged. ;).I feel ashamed I can't just get with it. Any experiences or thoughts on Spravato. I love my family & God & I'm blessed in so many ways. Don't know if I need Spravato or something else. Boot Camp for the overly Sensitive? Oy... Thank you for thoughts!